♥ Sunday, June 24, 2007 ♥
♥ Stressful Days Ahead ♥
School gonna reopen tomorrow. How fast time flies. N I have not even start on my homeworks. Well, I'm not sweating much on homeworks. Myb I'll start tomorrow. Hahakz.
I've got myself a new look! Should I say it as new?? Myb not. Its just tat I've changed a little bit. My face looks a little different. Thats all.
I've got good news. I'm among the lucky 27,000 ppl to watch the NDP on 9 August. Woohoo.. Can't believe that I am able to get 6 tickets. 5 for my whole family n I've got an extra ticket. Who should I give it to then?? Myb I'll let my family decide on that. Can't believe my luck. It's my first time that I'll be able to go with all my family members. Years after years going with my cousins n at last I'm able to get some tickets for my family. Dad gonna collect the ticket on Tuesday after work. Hope that we'll get the centre section. I'll be keeping my fingers cross till Tuesday.
Talking about family makes me think about my life. Being the eldest brother in my family is like killing myself slowly. I've always have to give in to my younger siblings. During my cousins' weddings, I had to take care of my siblings while all my other cousins play around. Myb the words 'had to take care' is a little bit fake. I WAS FORCED TO DO IT!! Other ppl enjoy while I'm wasting my time in a corner taking care of my siblings. Every housechores I have to do. Vacuum the house - me. Taking care of my younger brother - me. Taking all the blames for all the wrong thing in the house - me. Me, ME, ME!!! Everything that is bad goes to me. Every good things that happen goes to other ppl. It is soo frustrating.
The situation in school doesn't make my life any better. Ppl making fun of me cause I'm short, goes to religious class everyday, not that good-looking (like I have not NOTICED!!). What the hell is wrong with going to religious class??!! N YES, I am been attending religious class everyday for 5 years straight.. Do u all noe how hard it is to cope with all this?? How many of u all out there have gone thru a traumatising childhood, are having lots of after-school activities, being mocked at in school, being bullied in school n are still ALIVE TODAY??!!!
To that sum1 that have been making fun of me since Sec 1 till now. Let me tell u that what u have right now won't last long if u keep on doing it. All the wealth, good look n popularity can't simply disappear.. I'm sure u've heard the phrase - What goes around, comes around. U will get the same treatment that u r giving to others right now.. Remember that.. Btw Radz, it's not you.. Jgn nak S.S.
Btw, Josh (if u r reading this post).. U can beat me up if u want to. I don't mind. I'm not afraid of u. I'm only afraid of sum1 that u does not believe in the same as me. Y the hell r u wasting ur time trying to beat up sum1 like me??? Dun waste ur time acting like a gangster in school. It's no use. I dun even feel threaten by ur threatening.
To Iza, I just wanna say that we had a gud 4 years together. Thanks for buying me the book n I hope that u still kept my present for u. It has been a long time since we have seen each other. Well, Singapore is a small country n I know ur address. Myb I'll come n vist u sumtime.
I saw Ms Audrey Lim yesterday at Tampines. I think so. I just managed to get a glimpse of her face. FYI, she is no longer a Ms n she lives at Tampines now. Sayonara u all. Have fun laughing at my post if u dun believe what I've written in it.
9:40 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
