♥ Friday, August 31, 2007 ♥
♥ Letter To The Angel Of Death [3] ♥
Dear Angel Of Death,
It is no use being angry sbout the past. U want me to tell u everything about it but I dun wanna see u getting angry or doing sumthing insensible. Haiz.. I'm not reli angry at wat they had said about me.. Its their nature to do so. I dun feel angry at them anymore.. Wat is done is done. I've been thinking a lot bout wat u said that day. Myb we aren't meant to be to together.
Haha.. Its kinda funny when u think about it. We knew that we like each other in the past but we didn't seek out the truth coz we were afraid that it was just a bunch of lies created by our friends.
I'll decide my move when I see u again..
Idioticedil
4:41 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
♥ Monday, August 13, 2007 ♥
♥ MT 'O' Level Result ♥
Received my results earlier in the morning.. I was so disappointed with it. My aim was an A1. Everybody was depending on me to get that grade. My mom.. My dad.. My cousins.. My uncles n aunties including Uncle John.. My friends.. Mdm Shikin.. Mr Bruce.. I broke down after receiving the result. I couldn't bear the feeling of letting a lot of ppl down. The burden of trying to achieve what all my cousins failed to do is too heavy for me.
All my relatives are expecting to see me doing very well in my studies. They put their hopes on me coz they see me as the cream of the crops. Almost all of them are in the ITEs. Not many were as good as me in terms of academic. I feel so sad right now. My eyes is in pain. My heart is in despair. What should I do?? Should I take the easy way out???
Don't look at me with those pleading eyes.. I will nvr be by ur side anymore.. U would have been the luckiest girl by my side if u hadn't betrayed our trust.. We made a promise together n u broke it.. When we left school, u asked me to promise that I will not leave u.. I stick by that promise but u didn't.. Do u noe how painful it is when u left me?? I gave everything that u asked for n this is wat I get in return.. U were the one that asked me to be ur girl n now u said that we were not meant to be together.. If we weren't meant to be together, we wouldn't be lovers for more than 4 years.. I will alwaes remember u as friend.. Nothing more.. I'm moving on with my life..
4:58 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
♥ Sunday, August 12, 2007 ♥
♥ Letter To The Angel Of Death ♥
Dear Angel of Death,
For 4 years I've been there for u. N now, I think its time we go the extra mile. I dunno noe how to tell u this news. I've kept it for so long that I couldn't keep it to myself anymore. It breaks my heart to see u all alone. This is for u:
I regret many things in my life...
But I still wouldn't change a thing coz...
Every regret...
Mistake...
Choice...
Decision...
Has been a step on the long path...
To get me to you.
I Love You...
Idioticedil
1:30 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
