♥ Monday, August 13, 2007 ♥
♥ MT 'O' Level Result ♥
Received my results earlier in the morning.. I was so disappointed with it. My aim was an A1. Everybody was depending on me to get that grade. My mom.. My dad.. My cousins.. My uncles n aunties including Uncle John.. My friends.. Mdm Shikin.. Mr Bruce.. I broke down after receiving the result. I couldn't bear the feeling of letting a lot of ppl down. The burden of trying to achieve what all my cousins failed to do is too heavy for me.
All my relatives are expecting to see me doing very well in my studies. They put their hopes on me coz they see me as the cream of the crops. Almost all of them are in the ITEs. Not many were as good as me in terms of academic. I feel so sad right now. My eyes is in pain. My heart is in despair. What should I do?? Should I take the easy way out???
Don't look at me with those pleading eyes.. I will nvr be by ur side anymore.. U would have been the luckiest girl by my side if u hadn't betrayed our trust.. We made a promise together n u broke it.. When we left school, u asked me to promise that I will not leave u.. I stick by that promise but u didn't.. Do u noe how painful it is when u left me?? I gave everything that u asked for n this is wat I get in return.. U were the one that asked me to be ur girl n now u said that we were not meant to be together.. If we weren't meant to be together, we wouldn't be lovers for more than 4 years.. I will alwaes remember u as friend.. Nothing more.. I'm moving on with my life..
4:58 PM
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all...
